Intro

This is about the 5th time I've restarted this post because they were all BORING! Nobody wants to read the boring bits about someone elses life! So! Nutshell version: I'm getting married this summer (SQUEEE!!!), I wanna look f*cking hot, gym offers 12 week challenge to loose weight/look great, I'm blogging about it because I know I'll need to bitch to someone and I feel bad making my friends listen to me whine about the cookie I had and how I am a failure...blah blah blah. What do you have to look forward to? My unbridled emotions through this whole ordeal. Hooray!

Ive already lost around 80 lbs over the last couple of years, and I am where I never thought I'd be again. However, I decided I wanted to push it a little further especially with the wedding only 7 months away (today!). The challenge doesn't even start until January 16th (REMEMBER THIS!) but there is alot of mental preparation involved in doing something like this. I figured I'd start early :). I have a vacation to New Hampshire next week to visit the fiance's folks and I know already I'll gain at least 5 lbs by the time I come back. His mom is a phenomenal cook and baker and I am giving in now before I even put up a fight. That just sets myself up for failure. Anyway, while the 12 week challenge doesn't start for a couple of weeks... let the bat-shit craziness shine through now...